if you want...

If you want like that ,i cant control you lo...
If you want think like that,then how can i advise you de...right?
Newly,i really feel tired,stress,unhappy,no mood and other...But what can i do...?
I still insist on my life...Still insist on my study life...Cause i void choose and change...
haizzz...
Today my friends laugh me again...Cause when i speaking got some mistake...like say wroong'yin'...I feel unhappy until want cry liao lo...I know i cant speak properly got some effect of my tooth...But that tooth nope me want de lo...ok?...If all of you want laugh then laugh lo...But can care emotion of mine ma???Me also got self-respecting de...please...

I hate myself...
I hate myself is weak...
I hate myself no clever...
I hate myself cant control my emotion in front of you all...
I hate myself cant do well in my study subject...
I hate myself got any opporunity let all of you laugh...
I HATE I HATE..............