suppose to abandon...???

Suddenly,i suppose to abandon study form6 ma???
Suddenly,i feel scare and feel form6 is very hard to study...
Although,i struggle to study hard and do what is homework given by the teacher...
But i also feel no enough to face the form6 exam...
Because i think they dont want how to teach us...
They teach the subject all is memorise...Just always ask we to remind then can pass...haizzz...
TUITION is better...But i always go to tuition,my mother sure to ask me the same question...
The question is'u can study de ma if not go 2 work la,dwn waste time'...
If you are me...Can i ask you got what feeling and what respon ma???
So toilsome lo...haizzz...
So that,i suppose to abandon my study life ma???
Sure i go to work ma???