i feel scare....

i feel scare to study
i feel scare to exam
i feel scare to speaking english
i feel scare in front of friend...
First,i feel scare to study because my basic is no very good...so some subject i feel operose when study...I feel scare to exam,because i scare my friend ask my result...i scare they laugh me...
I feel scare when i am speaking english...I dont know my friend so happy to laugh me when i am speaking wrong words or my pronunciation is wrong...But i already try to speaking properly and use my bravura to speaking...i hope they dont launghing me again...I feel scare my friend,i feel they already got some change in their habit...I dont know why???Sometimes i feel them very selfish,and they see you is what type of person then they teach you de way is different...I feel them is snooty me...But never mind,because i know a normal people will start change everytime ever although she or he is a kind person...
I believe people is always change de animal....